'and light since then . . . a keyhole rusting gently after rain’ * [in memory of Derek Mahon] Or space a cat-flap breathing in the wind, or solace dry logs nestling on the grate. Anticipation. Feeble will withers in the gloom — twilight perpetual, and then the darkness of renewed despair. Only that keyhole, the firmament’s one star, feels just like hope, a hope that’s dashed at every sunset, raised with every sunrise. Who among us yet can persevere through the long blackness — once doughty hearts now weakened, faltering without a touch, a kindness, a shared note of humble grace until the door is opened wide, a smiling gesture to ignite us, carry us, as in our dreams, into a blaze of warming glory, where we might breathe a sentiment of that often-promised land our path illumined by the blinding light. * from A Disused Shed in Co. Wexford Larry Winger. 21/12/20